We admitted complete defeat; we put our absolute trust in God; we made a decision for our thought process to be propelled by the will of God and not by our human instinct; we asked God to remove anything and everything objectionable from us; we made our amends; we learned through the program of Alcoholics Anonymous and through our life experiences that we must pray and meditate daily. Now, through the grace of God, we are living in this moment in His will and are the very living example of the power of the program of AA. This has and will occur for all of us in whom the Spirit has been awakened. Once the Spirit has been awakened we are then given the power to help others, not only through our words but more importantly, through our behavior. We are acutely aware that in our quest to help others we cannot possibly give away that which we don't have. As a result of integrating into our lives the program of Alcoholics Anonymous, we are given the power to help others. It is a wondrous event to see others live AN AWAKENED LIFE. We experience a fulfillment in our own lives as we watch them recover into loving and giving human beings.
Written by Armand
Written by Armand
Awakened from self-centeredness, from fear, from doubt, from ennui. Awakened to awareness, possibility, limitlessness, power - through The Power Within me and within all of us. Awakened from the drunken doldrums to the broad, sober highway of the universe. Awakened through the action of integrating all Twelve Steps into my life in such a way that that process awakened me to the ultimate gift. The gift of understanding myself by giving myself away. But first, as you point out, I must have the gift in order to give it away. As the loving and caring person I was born to be, I am now enabled to fulfill that essential element of all of humanity. Only, now I know it. I am aware of it. I am awakened to the path that has been lighted for me through The AA program of recovery. I must simply and beautifully follow that path to this awakened life..
ReplyDeleteMichael ordained by the Grac of God we have the Power to help others...Thank you...Armand
DeleteAs I've written before, the discovery that I no longer fear the loss of the life once lived, now cast, like so much refuse into the pail of sinful acts and actions forgiven and forgotten, is due to the incredible love and sacrifice of Jesus Christ, who is and was and evermore will be.... It was He alone, who had been walking beside me, even during the most depraved events of my prodigal journey. It was He alone, who initiated this inexplicable shift in paradigm. It is He Alone, who continues to remind me that base animal appetites need no longer be sated. It is He alone, who has caused my over indulged fleshly desires to loose their allure. It is He alone, who is causing my obsession for all things harmful to be removed. And, it is He alone, who has placed within me a steadily growing all consuming fire and unquenchable desire to drink at the Masters well with frequent visits to the mercy seat of the One who refines my life in the fire of His love.
ReplyDeleteIt is a miracle... For no other word is sufficient to describe this unspeakably holy and undeserved gift, entirely unwrapped by His hand and placed in the hearts of all who receive Him in the freedom and joy of His Presence. None of this has directly occurred as a result of anything I brought to the table. In fact, it occurred despite what I brought in my previously destitute stupefied state.
My spirit has not been awakened but revived; for I was stone cold dead, in every way a scattered pile of bleached and brittle bones. Only to be revived by His Holy Spirit who now incredibly resides within me. I have gratefully discovered that the One who pursues with a love beyond telling and a determination that never wavers, came for one purpose, "To seek and to save those who are lost.”
In the 36 years I've been in the program I've witnessed many misguided movements attempt to alter the pages of the 12 Steps of AA. All are based on some form of mere human pedagogy that seeks to place the student on the Throne and the Teacher at their feet. All in order to avoid the simple program directly taken from the greatest story ever told, the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I too was one such malignant meanderer; until the disastrous consequences of self worship and false pride finally brought me to my knees before the One true and Eternal Provider of true love, joy and peace.
His prayer, as always, is that all who hunger and thirst will find Him. It is true that He loves us all just the way we are, but thankfully, far to much to allow us to remain that way. He waits patiently knocking at the door of our heart. He's as close as the mention of His name. Jesus, The Consolation Of Israel, The Desire of All Nations, The Author And Finisher Of Our Faith, The Alpha And Omega, The Lamb Who Was Slain, The Lion Who Reigns, The Anointed One, The Bread Of Life, The Everlasting Father, The Cornerstone, The Capstone, The Holy One, The King Of Kings, Lord Of Lords, The Christ! May you find Him now!
A Gratefully Recovering Alcoholic
A Gratefully recovering Alcoholic the Spirit of God, The Holy Spirit is available to each and every member of Alcoholics Anonymous who is willing to abandon their nature to the will of God...Thank you...Armand
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