I have had the privilege of working with many people in Alcoholics Anonymous. I have worked with all walks of life: male and female, rich and poor, young and old, believers and non believers, Christians, Jews and Muslims. I do the same thing with everyone - I always have the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous between them and me. I simply open the book and we begin reading at the preface. As we read the book we discuss the material. I don't change anything for anyone. The solution, a vital spiritual experience, is the solution regardless of what their problem may be in addition to their addiction. Obviously, if a person has mental problems then additional help is necessary for them. I never tell anyone what they must do - I just follow the material and incorporate the Twelve Steps as we move through it all: A practice that can be replicated by anyone.
I know that my behavior is being observed. Not just whether I can "talk the talk" but more importantly can I "walk the walk". Am I practicing the principles of AA? In the forward of The Twelve And Twelve it says, "The twelve steps are a group of principles, spiritual in nature, which if practiced as a way of life can expel the obsession to drink and enable the sufferer to become happily and usefully whole."
The following is what my sponsees see in me: I am responsible. When asked to take someone through the book of Alcoholics Anonymous, I say yes. I never consider whether I have enough time... I simply just make it work. There isn't a greater exercise one can participate in than to help another recover from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body. Nothing. We meet once a week for an hour and I only cancel if I have an urgent family matter or if I am doing step work with another. My emotional state rarely, if ever, changes one week to the next as I am serene and at peace. I never prepare for a meeting as I am dependent upon and trusting in God. Again, I never tell another what they must do as it is their recovery. It is their relationship with God. I am the example, not the taskmaster.
When we live this life in AA we become happily and usefully whole. Let us share in this legacy.
Sponsorship is absolutely necessary in order for both AA members to recover from the hopeless state of mind and body that alcohol ultimately leaves in our wake. Per my experience, I am not a relationship counselor, a finance manager, or a priest. Left to my own devices, I could risk the return of my tortured ego, or a sense of arrogance. Thus, I agree that The Big Book must always sit between me and the other person. It is from The Big Book that I draw the clarity and inspiration to be able to help. We all know that one cannot give away that which one does not have. However, with The Big Book as my guide, I find that giving it away has indeed helped me to get it in a deeper, richer way. It's where the answers to all my problems exist and all my capabilities as a sponsor. As my sponsor reminds me, it is only by integrating all Twelve Steps into my life that my life can become the life I was born to live -and to give away. In that capacity, nothing is more vital than to represent myself as the sober man and sponsor who walks with the gift of freedom. The honor of a lifetime.
ReplyDeleteMichael It is helpful to the Sponsor and the alcoholic seeking help. Many times I have said things which I knew to be true and knew that I myself did not posses. In that moment I know that I must grow and seek God in a wway that i had not done so before...Thank You...Armand
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ReplyDeleteAs I've written before, one of the greatest blessings received and fondest memories recalled is to have been present when you first came to believe that God Himself is the ultimate author of the 12 steps of AA and then bear witness as you received Him and the Gift to confidently confirm to others that the yearnings of every heart consumed by desperation, fear and trepidation can only be satisfied by a true spiritual conversion. The gift you received to fully apprehend God's revelation, that He personally and continuously reaches out to each and every one of His errant children with fiery passion and boundless love, no matter how far we have strayed from His Light, opened the door to the ultimate and ongoing gift and revelation that He desires that all be joint "sponsor's" of that plan.
I often pass by the small stone chapel where your miracle and ministry began and fondly recall that day we furtively entered. I knew the doors are rarely if ever open and its seldom if ever used, but that one day it was unlocked, warm and full of life. There truly are no coincidences in life. We were there by Divine appointment. Over time I watched as you took up His call with complete abandon. He has used your unique personality, talents, culture and experiances as an inspiration to a great many others desperately seeking the only true release from the seemingly inescapable internal prison of self.
My witness to that event and the continuing miraculous reality of its effects are as clear today as it was many years ago. The world is a far better place because you said yes to His invitation and have been faithful and true to His call. That call which we call Sponsorship in AA can be found in 1 Peter 3:15 "But in your hearts revere Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect". May He continue to richly bless His children through the ministry He has provided them through you and may you continue to recall and share His glorious intervention until you finally meet Him, face to face.,,
A Gratefully Recovering Alcoholic.
A Gratefully Recovering Alcoholic grateful for your presence in that little Chapel...thank you...Armand
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ReplyDeleteMy true malady is self-centered fear. I want control of that which I cannot control. When I don’t depend on God and seek his will and live in his will I find myself unable to live. My defects keep me stuck and separated. No human power can relive me of my alcoholism. I have to have complete dependence on God and trust in him. I need to believe and live in faith not fear. I must live in the day and move forward from the past and not project into the future. I need God’s guidance and direction. I must sit quietly; when I seek god, I find him. In finding God, I find myself. When I straighten out spiritually, I will straighten out mentally & physically. I need to let go and let God.
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Posted by Jessica Trout to A Ladder to Above at December 21, 2018 at 3:04 PM
Jessica you are on your way. You really are...Thank you...Armand
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